The Girl with the Smile By Vanessa Chica Ferreira

I am the girl with the smile, 

BIO

Vanessa Chica is a New York City educator, writer and performance poet. She has featured at various events such as The Smokin Word and Drum, The Urban Juke Joint, Capicu, Word@4F, The Nuyorican Poets Café and The Bronx Museum.  She has performed at The National Black Theatre in shows “From The Page To The Stage”, “Misconception”, “Misconception Too” produced in part by The Sunday Writing Circle/ The Full Circle Ensemble. She was a panelist for “Mujeres On The Mic” (2016) and “Dique Dominicana (2018) at The Association Of Writers held in Los Angeles and Tampa.  Vanessa Chica has also co-written a poetic play titled “Live Big Girl”, a poetic play about 3 women and their different and not so different experiences of living in a body that is not celebrated. Vanessa Chica believes there is strength in vulnerability and she is becoming stronger every day. For more information visit VanessaChica.com or LiveBigGirl.com


Social media handles- Instagram: @VanessaChicaWrites  Twitter @PoetryChica

who carries the sun to his dark

Not allowed to feel anything but helpful 

 

What can I do for him? 

I tell him that carrying the sun gets heavy

That it burns my hands

That I hold it much longer than I can manage

Just for him

 

I tell him that my dark matches his at times 

That I too need 

That I hurt 

 

He…he asks for more sunlight

I comply

Re-adjust

Blow into my hands for some relief

 

I wonder, 

If I were to swallow the sun

Become flames

Would he put me out?

Or complain of heat and seek refuge elsewhere 

BIO

Vanessa Chica is a New York City educator, writer and performance poet. She has featured at various events such as The Smokin Word and Drum, The Urban Juke Joint, Capicu, Word@4F, The Nuyorican Poets Café and The Bronx Museum.  She has performed at The National Black Theatre in shows “From The Page To The Stage”, “Misconception”, “Misconception Too” produced in part by The Sunday Writing Circle/ The Full Circle Ensemble. She was a panelist for “Mujeres On The Mic” (2016) and “Dique Dominicana (2018) at The Association Of Writers held in Los Angeles and Tampa.  Vanessa Chica has also co-written a poetic play titled “Live Big Girl”, a poetic play about 3 women and their different and not so different experiences of living in a body that is not celebrated. Vanessa Chica believes there is strength in vulnerability and she is becoming stronger every day. For more information visit VanessaChica.com or LiveBigGirl.com


Social media handles- Instagram: @VanessaChicaWrites  Twitter @PoetryChica


The Acentos Review 2019